So I was surfing Amazon and discovered they have this 100 Books To Read In A Lifetime thing going on. I've read like 2/3rds of whats on the list and the rest have almost no interest in reading, baring a few in my to-read pile. But mostly it makes me wonder if I shouldn't try putting together my own list again - not like the 100 things challenge, which turned out to be more meme than I could handle - but something without time limit or expectation.

IDK. Mostly I've been feeling rather down lately. I'm not sure why. I'm just looking for something to do that might take the down away, or at least distract me from it. It's making RL, even writing, hard, and I just want to sleep forever lately. Maybe I should just break down an see a councilor or something - at least swing by the college's mental health services and look into something, if only to get proof whether I am or am not crazy.

We'll see what comes of it. Any of it.